Monday, March 29, 2010

Bible in a Year

I started a new project. Reading the bible in a year, chronologically. I was already part of a different read through the bible in a year program, but decided Chronologically would make more sense to me! :) So, here we go!

If you want to join us that'd be awesome go to Renee's blog for the info!

Friday, March 19, 2010


I have been finding lately, that the more I learn about God, and the closer I feel to Him, the further I feel away from some of my non-Christian friends. Its so hard to have so many people around me that I can't talk to about what God is doing in my life. I've really grown to hate that aspect of it. I spend my weeks with the people who understand about what God means to me(for the most part) and the weekends with the ones who don't. Why is it that way? It breaks my heart to hear someone talk about the Man who gave me everything in such a negative manor. It breaks my heart to not be able to take a stand on it. I need you, my dear, wonderful Christian friends so much. Thank you, for being a part of my life, and being the sunshine in my days and weeks. I cannot wait to see you all in a mere 2days and worship our Lord together.

I love you, thank you for being a part of me, and my life.

This week is always an extraordinarily hard one for me to begin with, My best friend passed away 12 years ago yesterday (March 18, 1997). I miss her deeply. Time has made the loss easier, but I cannot help remembering what I went through that day every year this time. How I felt in the days surrounding. Jim has been absolutely no help to how I'm feeling this year, which really just makes it harder.

But, Thank GOD! I'm forgiven.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Changing my focus

I decided to start a new blog. I need to focus my life and my heart more on God. It is all about Him anyways. So, here is a blog, dedicated to my relationship with my savior. I want my life to be a reflection of the Man who gave His life for me. I want everyone to know there is something different about me. Something real. Something they want. I know I will stumble, I know I'll have bad days, but I know that no matter what life throws my way nothing surprises God.

So here is my blog, to say. I'm not perfect, I'm just forgiven.